Gerhart Richter, National Portrait Gallery

Gerhard Richter's portraits, although not directly photographic (the one above is a painting based on a photograph from a newspaper), relate to my own project. The 'fuzziness' of the images create a sense of memory. Our memories become fuzzy over time, unfocused, we become unsure of the specifics. We rely on images to remind us of the details of the events in our lives, to remind us of what has happened. The idea that we use imagery as evidence connects with this as well, photographs prove to ourselves the experiences we have had. Richter challenges the idea of images as a direct representation, as a reminder of our existence. This is something I've picked up with my polarioids, although the out of focus images were not intended they seem to work in a similar way as Richter's portraits. I relate memories to the objects I have photographed but those memories still become fuzzy. The objects don't work as evidence like photographs, they are just little reminders and we don't recall the same details we do as if the memory was recorded by a still image.

In fact the still image isn't what happened, it's just a representation of what happened much like Magritte's painting. We re-create our memories from these representations Burgin highlights this in his essay Possessive, Pensive and Possessed.

"In 1977 sociologists at the University of Provence began a ten-year oral history research project in which they conducted more than four hundred recorded recorded interviews with residents of the Marseille/Aix-en-provence area. They asked each interviewee to describe her or his personal memories of the years 1930 to 1945. They found an almost universal tendency for personal history to be mixed with recollections of scenes from films and other media productions. 'I saw at the cinema' would become simply 'I saw'. For example, a woman speaks of her experiences as a child amongst refugees making the hazardous journey from the North of France down to Marseille. She recalls the several columns of refugees in which she was travelling was strafed by German aircraft. In recounting these memories she invokes a scene from Rene Clement's film of 1952, Jeux Interdits, in which a small girl in a column of refugees survives an air attack in which her parents are killed."

This seems to suggest that the subjects replaced their own memories with fictional pieces of film, or at least confused their own memories with these works. The differences between this instance and referencing photographs of our experiences to refresh our memories are they're not a piece of fiction, they directly relate to our past experiences and therefore can be seen as a 'recording' of our memories rather than an interpretation. 

Nevertheless my polaroids challenge the use of photographs as memorials to important events in our lives, the subjects are not clear, they're not in focus which references the unsure nature of our memories. They relate to the medium of painting because polaroids are originals and can't be reproduced, although the process is photographic and they work as images in the same way as photographs they share that feeling of originality with more traditional artistic mediums.